Dear Pastor M
Since 2007, i have been in 3 different relationships. The first guy not only took my virginity but also cheated on me enough times and got me pregnant twice. I had two abortions. i knew i had to leave when he started being violent en threatened to kill himself if i left him. In 2009, i met this guy, he was prince charming en had zero drama. after a while he went quiet en just when i decided to get over him i discovered i was pregnant. I contacted him en he dint deny it, he took me to get an abortion. What hurt me the most pastor is he stayed with me that day, the next day he left en he has never called nor sent a text to just know how am doing or at least if i recovered from the surgery. This is when i hit rock bottom en started to put my life back together. in November 2009, i met this guy, you must think am a mad person now… When we got serious, i shared with him my past en he accepted me just as i was. in 2010 i started craving for Jesus en i shared this with Him as he aint born again. On 10th March 2010 at around 11pm, i gave my life to Christ. Things in our relationship had to change but he never left.As the year stared, i sterted having a strong conviction that God dint want me to be in a relationship and 2012 is my year of healing from all the anger, bitterness, unforgiveness and guilt. I felt that God wants this year to be all about Him and me. In church when you spoke and said that God is speaking to people that they shouldnt be in relationships i was in shock as you just reconfirmed that word. My pastor, please pray for me as i end it with this guy who has bn nothing but kind to me. its hard but i know this is God speaking. at times i hear voices teln me that i may never get such a nice guy but i choose to step out in faith en i know my ever faithful God will catch me. Pastor i know this series is the start of my healing. Thank you for letn God use you en i thank God soooooo very much that you are my pastor. I need guidance en prayer in this journey to healing en being the best me. God bless you my pastor.